Inhibitions

Post 90 and another deep, thought provoker. For sarcastic funapalooza stay tuned.

I've always wondered what my life would be like if I didn't have inhibitions. Would I be better off? Well, for a while there earlier today I thought so. A strange feeling came over me and the mixness of nausia and an adrenaline rush brought up by rock out music I thought I had everything thought out.

It was like a feeling of uter zen, not even bothered by the fact that my dog smelled like seaweed. Everything suddenly made sense and all the right words flooded into my head what to say to who and get everything I thought I wanted.

I guess that's what it must feel to be drunk or something. Now sure I'm 21 and I'm proud to say I've never been drunk nor so much had more than a glass of wine (yeah it was my cousin's wedding... it tasted pretty bad... but my aunt got wasted on it) its like the logic section of my brain shut off. You know, the little part of your brain that says "that's a dumb idea, here let's watch tv instead".

What can I say? I relearned there are never easy answers. The best things in life are earned though hard work and hard thought. No one conversation can change that.

Thankful again certain people aren't on IM
Ciao 'Corpsters